Determination!
As Damyanti heard rattle
of chariot, which Bāhuka (Nala) was driving, she reminisced about his exalted
personality & unlimited virtues. She decided that if Nisāda King Nala doesn’t
come to her today, she’ll enter blazing fire. Lamenting about her fate, she
went to palace roof hoping to catch a glimpse of Nala
Down in courtyard, Damyanti
saw King Rituparna seated on his chariot with Bāhuka & Varsneya. After
getting down from chariot, he presented himself before King Bhima & received
with respect. As King of Ayodhyā’s visit was unannounced & there was no
special occasion being celebrated at Kundina, Bhima wondered about arrival of
such distinguished guest. Rituparna also looked around & saw no preparation
for Swayamvara happening
King Bhima enquired:
Pls tell me purpose for which you’ve come from Ayodhya. Intelligent Rituparna
couldn’t see other kings & princes gathered there nor any talk of
Swayamvara or assembly of Brahamanas, thought about it for a while & said-I’ve
come here simply to pay my respects to you. Bhima was astonished to hear such
answer & wondered about real purpose of his visit. He however was patient
& waited to learn truth. Rituparna retired to allotted quarters to rest. Bāhuka
took chariot to stables & unyoked the horses
As Nala was in a changed
look as Bāhuka, Damyanti was aggrieved & thought: The sound of Rituparna’s
chariot resembled distinctive rumbling sound that Nala formerly made, but I can’t
see him present here. It could be that Varsneya has learned the technique from
him or Rituparna is just as skilled as Nala so his chariot produces same sound
She asked her maidservant
Kesini to go to stables to find out name of the charioteer taking care of
Rituparna’s horses. I’m convinced that the chariot driver is somehow or the
other King Nala. Kesini went to stables & said: Princess Damyanti wishes to
know purpose of 3 of you coming here & true identity of your self
Bāhuka said: A
Brahmana came to Ayodhya & informed that Damyanti is holding her second Swayamvara.
It is for this reason king has come with help of these excellent horses within
a day. I’m King’s charioteer Bāhuka. The 3rd person is Varsneya ,
formerly King Nala’s charioteer who went to Ayodhya after King Nala was exiled
Kesini asked if he knows
the whereabouts of King Nala? Bāhuka said that no one knows where is Nala except
he himself. On further explanation that how Damyanti is an aggrieved woman due
to separation from Nala, & after hearing from a Brahmana, who previously
went to Ayodhya & heard from him speaking about her & Nala, she
anticipates that Nala is around
Nala became very
pained at heart listening to Kesini & his eyes were filled with tears.
Although burning with grief, Nala repressed his sorrow & said: Chaste woman
even when overwhelmed by adversity, remain fixed in her vows & is
guaranteed exalted destination in heaven. She shouldn’t be angry with Nala who is
overtaken by great misfortune & was forced to desert her
Kesini returned
& told Damyanti & related to her all that had taken place. She became
all more anxious & convinced that Bāhuka was indeed Nala, seems to be true
There is difference
between fearing failure & assuming failure. Fearing prevents us to try
something risky & lowers our expectations to still take small steps towards
success. But assuming failure is always undesirable as it paints dire future
consequences & hence prevents us to take any action by just imagination
What are we determined at?
Thoughts? #gameoflife
Comments
Post a Comment